this whole ordeal is slowly coming to a close, i should be home in a few weeks. some aspects feel as if they dragged on unbearably, and yet other parts feel as if they rocketed by. i barely wrote in this, but i think that there were some honest and therapeutic moments within the entries. it's nice to be able to write without feeling guarded. i don't know if i'll really take much more time to jot down thoughts in here anymore, perhaps one or two more times. i think after all is said and done, i may just save the writings and shut down the blog, it has served it's purpose well.
i can hardly wait.
these are a few things that i am looking forward to upon my return home in the next couple weeks:
-being with my girlfriend again.
-being touched.
-my new car (2006 scion xb)
-starting a new band with my old band.
-hanging out with my friends.
-showering without wearing sandals.
-drinking water in a cup with ice.
-not being shot at.
-using a real toilet instead of a porta-potty.
-being around people that are interesting.
-wearing normal clothing.
-real internet as opposed to this AOL '98 internet.
-real food.
-sushi.
-beer.
-not writing in here anymore.
